I've been struggling to manage my health since February. It's been one ailment after another, continuous effects from chronic Lyme disease. It's been nearly 6 years since I first got sick. I am overwhelmed with the unknown of it all.
I want to move with purpose but right now I am drifting.
I don't know what I want to do.
I don't know where I'm trying to go.
I don't know that I have it in me to figure it out right now.
Right now feels like forever.
Right now is hard.
So I will keep floating and enjoy the clouds as they pass overhead.